My Sweet Girls,
Do you know you have my heart? Every time I see your smile, hear your voice, feel your soft skin...I melt. To have both of you here with me after so many years of longing, waiting and wondering fills me with such unspeakable joy. I love you more than I could ever even come close to expressing. It is an unconditional love. There is nothing you could do to stop me from loving you.
There are so many things I want to share with you in this life. Thoughts that run around in my head, sometimes heartfelt, sometimes funny, sometimes thoughts without much meaning at all...but I want to share them with you. I want you to know me, to really know who I am, what I believe and what I've been through in this life. I've struggled with how to do that, but I think this is a start. Letters from me to you - letters where I can pour my heart out, share a funny story with you about your childhood, or just simply talk to you. Right now you're still too young to be reading this or really understand why I want to do this, but I hope one day it will be mean the world to you. That one day you will be able to sit down and read your mama's words and be filled with love, joy and understanding, and that these words will bring a smile to your face as you read them.
Each day, I wake up so excited to share new memories with you. To see you discover, learn, laugh and grow. It is the most amazing experience of my life. And I hope to capture even a few of those moments here.
So, Aubrey and Ashley, my sweet peas, this is for you. And for myself, so I can look back on these words and pictures throughout the years and recall each and every precious moment I have spent with you.
You have my heart.
Forever and always,
Mama
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